So last night i felt HORRIBLE. I really need to watch what i’m eating because I am pretty sure i’m not taking enough calories with how much i’m exercising.
Anyways I was laying down in my living room and something just came over me. It was weird and i just felt like crying the whole time. My boyfriend who was there watching tv noticed and even tho he could have just gone home and slept in his comfortable bed, he stayed. Just hugging me until I fell asleep. and when I would randomly wake up he would ask me if I felt better. I think last night really made me reflect on my whole relationship and where we are at now. I am beyond blessed that God has brought us together. We may not be exactly where we want to be [in life, our careers, dreams] but having this person sent to me has changed my perspective on so many things. I’m still trying to understand how someone can be so caring, thoughtful, and sweet towards me. He gives me more than I will ever give him. Its sad, but true. I only hope that life will be good to us and help us become better people together.